Desperate Housewives, the t.v show on ABC, is pretty much stupid drama. And don't deny it, we are all addicted to stupid drama. Besides, what drama is ever not stupid. So it was the season finally yesterday. The episode was pretty intense. MY eyes were literally glued the screen. But not literally; thats probably not healthy for your eyes. Anywhoo...
It came to the scene where Susan and Micheal were talking to their son Jamie. Susan accidentally sold his tyrannosaurus rex toy and she failed to get it back. Then she told him something that will forever haunt me,. I don't remember the exact words but it goes something like this - no matter how good you try to be, not everything good will happen back to you. In other words, life's not fair. You can be the best you-you can be, but life CAN still screw you over.
I try to be the best person I can be. I try to say thank you and please when I should, I try to help strangers when they look like they need help. Basically, I try to pleas everyone and myself at the same time. And everyone knows you can't do that. Sometimes I do nice things because I believe that one day that favour will be returned. But to tell you the truth, all I do is get walked over. I can't blame anyone so I chose to blame life. Blame life for karma only working when you do 'bad' things, blame life for teh horrible social life i live, blame life for everything that I HAD control over, blame life for me being me.
All in all, this post is all over the place. It probably doesn't make sense. But for those out there that knows how it feels like to have so much to say but can't get it out in a organized or comprehensive way, I'm sorry. I feel your frustration. Just keep writing and eventually someone will understand you.
-All we really need in life is someone to love us, someone to love, and someone that understands us. All in all, you just need one person.
